I need something to do. High school is ending soon and I feel empty. I do not have anymore classes I feel responsible for. I lack social commitment and lack mandatory responsibilities. It’s hard to push myself to do tedious things - especially with no fixed schedule in mind. But yet with all that in consideration I thought this is might be a good time to move onto more professional goals. I’ve gather a myriad of resources over the last year or so. Last summer, I bought the ASM Study Manual for Exam P/Exam 1 14th Edition by Ostaszewski off a guy on craigslist. With that along with A Probability Course for the Actuaries by Finan, I am planning on taking my first actuary exam sitting this July. I’m not sure if this is something I want yet but at least for now it fills the void inside of me.